Sometimes I'm a moron

Believe it. I know it's hard, but yes, sometimes I am...

If I never acted like an idiot, what fun would I be? How would I ever be able to make things like this website? I do it because I know that sometimes I'm just a bumbling moron. Yes, a completely selfish jerk. I'm a man. It comes naturally, but that's not an excuse.

I have an ego that sometimes (okay..alot) gets in the way. I have a selfish side that is hard to ignore. I can be insensitive.

I apologize for my faults. I never plan to hurt you, but I know that eventually I'll act like an idiot, and I know there have been times that I already have. But you should know that nothing I do is intentionally meant to push you away and I always want you to come to me beacuse I need your heart. Even when I'm acting like a stubborn fool and not talking to you the whole way home.

Inside...I'm dying for you to say something to me.

Last night was one of those nights. Yes, I was upset with some of the things you said and they hurt. Ultimately though, I think I could have been the better man. I'm sorry. I could have been better.